November 15, 2011


Please. Couldn't we just skip christmas now? I'm a tiny bit sick of getting into "mood for celebrations" from different kind of advertisments. I wonder if sometime media would forget about making ads for a feast - would we have our own thoughs? Our own FEELINGS and ideas about them?
Why the heck would I want to put a red ribbon on some present I couldn't even wrap to someone I love - is it the only way a gift can be ...a gift? Really?
Why's that we forget how to open our mind, mouth and heart for our own thought and feelings? Not just forwarding Others' ideas...
Yes, they might have been made perfectly, mesarued with liners, ready to sell. Because they are meant to be sold. Even if we're showed to see them made "with heart and soul". But in fact, they are attached to blood and meet. And not only from bones and meat humans... More, like selling blood. And eating bread, with red drops from the green back of dollars.

October 23, 2011

Let it rain - on your inner skin

There is something unaproachable beauty in the the silently pouring rain, on a sunday evening. When the town is sleeping.
And the drops make love with the autumn grass. Sighs heard gently in the dark. Listening to it. And breathing in. Out of the window. Being the only sinner, who throws it's shadow on it. Alone. Whispering sweet words of love and gratefulness.

And first time in a first place. Feeling yourself - being home.

October 7, 2011

Naked time

Sometimes your soul just needs to get every unnecessary weights off, what keeps it on the ground.
To lift itself up a bit, to breathe, to touch the sky, to drink the clouds. To be just simply... purely, nothing else. Just the picture in the frame. Out the frame.
Just paint it

October 3, 2011

From Brooklyn to the souls /dratf/

Want to live in a green world again.

Comfort slowly kills the human being.

Or they do it themselves because of it.

I knew a lot of elderly in the mountains who lived in the countryside, they really lived with nothing, a copuple of cows, a house that did't even have real glasses at the windows and they were so happy...modern people are all the time stressed and sad.

That's our problem. Having windows, but not using them to let the world in, just another thing to hide ourselves away from the light, from each other, and hanging colourful "curtains" justr to make it more patterned, instead of saying the truth, that we forgot how to just look out on it...

Tech and economy have surpassed us and our tools are'nt more for our utility . Our societies arent made for the people.

People. But not their souls.

(Based of outsider events and a conversation with a friend, about it.)

April 3, 2011

Ghymes - Peony

Érzem léptedet,
(I feel your step)
(Smell-taste of yours)
Bazsarózsa, vigyázz!
(Peony, watch out)

Szoknyád gyönge csak,
(Your skirt is only weak)
Tudják, merre vagy,
(They know, where you are)
Csillogós vadak, vigyázz!
(Shiny beast, watch out!)

Érted s ellened
(For you and against you)
Háborút remeg
(Shivering a war)
Mind, ki észrevett Téged.
(All, who noticed / saw you)

Háborút remeg
(Shivering a war)
Mind, ki észrevett Téged.
(All, who noticed / saw you)

Fönn jársz, nem velünk,
(You’re walking up high, not down between us)
Bántunk, fáj nekünk,
(We hurt you, it aches for us)
Átlagos fejünk, halj meg!
(Average head of us, die now!)

Jobb, ha eltapos
(Better, if it steps on us)
A viszonylagos,
(The relativious)
A jövő magos, halj meg!
(The future is high, die now!)

Nem lehet ilyet,
(It’s not possible)
Énekli Neked
(To sing something like that for you)
Sírva, ki temet Téged.
(Crying is, who’s burying you)

Nem lehet ilyet,
(It’s not possible)
Énekli Neked
(To sing something like that for you)
Sírva, ki temet Téged.
(Crying is, who’s burying you)

March 13, 2011

Love to You...

Wanna get lost with You. In all senses.
Want Your everything, Your touch, Your lips, Your heart.
To fly high, and dive deep.
To become just one... of Us.

And I just wanna make love to you.

February 9, 2011

Here we go

So time arrived, when tears are not meant to resemble sadness. And crying shows that the heart has been fulfilled with love, energies and all to power it could get and give back to the World, this beauty, this Hill we're crawling up on day-by-day. Wanting, wishing, whispering, shouting, laughing, loving, living and living and living. Living, as never we would and could do in other times again, once in a way it doesn't need a repeat. Because it goes just as it goes, and have to.

dreaming about him

i dreamt you.
again. but.
i dont know you
who are you?
ive seen you in my dreams
not once
but twice
and talking
and playing
your voice, is sweet, just as your smile, it is.

you were just there. when i waws just there
none of us was here because of the other... there was mo reason at all
we just were and ...had to be there, like to find each other...
you were just there, naturally, like it was meant to be.
playing, smiling around, just with your pure joy for life. and you touched me and we started playing.
i was happy having you around, and being there, where you were.
but then i got up. but now im still dreaming about you, awaken.
and have the feeling: nwe gonna meet again. because we have to meet again. at least in our dreams. unbtil it comes to the point... it comes to the truth.


January 18, 2011

" is complex, sometimes complicated, and stressful, yet Life is to be lived to the fullest."

I meant this sentence as Nina meant it. Because the feelings inside of... my heart and soul are sometimes so powerful and strong that I feel like all the World's feeling are concentrated in mines. and I truely believe that loads of souls share this emotions, and have the faith in sharing feelings this way - to be Everybody at the same time while being : ME. And though that I feel it, I know, I still could introduce myself to some. And that's my desire towards those to know them and to be known this way.

I know, and feel it absolutely and am grateful for Life's wholeness and even it's stresses. I need them! I wouldn't - and don't WANT to - be whole without these up and downs of this beautiful Rollercoaster. because going up we only can if we start from the bottom of the things. Firstly in our deepness.
And I want to share all the drops of my feelings. To show "what it means to feel what I feel."
To feel love. To feel loved. Living and feelin: Alive.

And what I want to give with this song is it's power. Not a genre, not a place or a "name". Everything, what it means to me. What get out of me. What inspires me about it.
And it is truely a huge inspiration knowing all what those people done with Their personality - tip to toe, from Their soul, because They believed in what were doing.

To "use" this love as it is meant to be used, to be the lover who gives everything possible. For this World, what awoken this power to love.